Hey guys :D I've not been blogging for weeks @@ so sorry~ It's because of my Mid-Term exam, I need to study and study, to prepare for it, but it's all over now so I'm back to blog~~ :D
TOP with his multicolored eyes:p
I'll be posting the next "Story for a Music Video" in...maybe tomorrow? :p I hope you guys will go read it :D What do you guys want it to be?? I'm thinking of posting my "MONSTER" story XD It's the most recent story that is stuck in my head afterall :) Although this story is a little complicated (eventhough it's my own) but I'll try to explain it, for you guys :D
Hopefully every VIP around the world is having a good time, and a good summer :D Hopefully you guys will support my blog too :p
Hey guys...Some of you might think that this is random but...
THE MONSTER TEASER IS FREAKING KILLING ME >_<
You guys know that today's teaser is Daesung's teaser right? Well after seeing that, hours later, someone already uploaded a mix of all the teasers, and after watching that....I CANT STOP HITTING THE REPLAY BUTTON!!! I got goosebumps when I first watch every teaser they upload, then THIS came out and I just cant stand it any longer, I feel like I'll become a MONSTER IF I HAVE TO WAIT FOR 2 MORE DAYS!!!
I already even thought of a story even though it's just a teaser (not the full story just a part of it) STILL, we just have to wait for the video...must try to remain calm....and not go crazy and smash or rip things @.@
So how about you guys? What do you think about the MONSTER teaser? Is it killing you like it's killing me now? >< Anyway that's all for this post...If you guys wanna see the video I saw (the mix of all 5 teasers) I'll just put it below :) Please do go check out my "Story for a Music Video" and please support~ :D
P/S: I loved every teaser they uploaded, but the one that I coudn't stop replaying was G-Dragon's XD When I first saw that teaser, I literally could not stop laughing >< I can't even focus on the teaser...I was even afraid that my housemates were gonna wonder why am I laughing so hard XD His "Mushroom" hairstyle really lighted up my day that time :) But after countless times of replaying and laughing (hehe..) I can conclude that no matter what hairstyle G-Dragon has, He still looks awesome with a side of cute~ ( I kept on thinking about that teaser while writing this XD Can't stop thinking about it :p )
( Video Belongs To: bigbangupdatesTV, Sources are from YG Entertainment )
Starting, It shows a man (non of BIGBANG members, just a man) standing on a bridge staring at the rippling river.
(English Translation)
The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
Here, the man is wearing a scarf around his neck and a beanie on his head, a thick jacket is worn by him too and everything he wore is in the colour blue...his hand holding blue origami lotus flowers and he drops those flowers, one by one to the river, and the origami lotus flowers floats beautifully on the river...After that, the man then walks down the bridge and his hands are in his pockets, suddenly he pulls out his left hand and he saw a pile of dust/sand on his palm, he looks at it and slowly pour it to the river...right before Seungri sings "I'm singing my blues~" he flicks off the remaining dust/sand on his hand.
(English Translation)
(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
In this scene, the man is walking and walking and he is looking at the skies and scenes, but he can't see any other colour other than blue...we can see he's wearing a Sapphire blue ring...and he has headphones on (on his MP3 player/iPod it shows that he's listening to BLUE)...the man suddenly stops, and just stares at the sky (like he's thinking about his past)
(English Translation)
(G-Dragon) Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but I'm hiding because I’m not good enough
Here, the scene is in black and white (It's in the past)...In this scene, we can see the man and his past girlfriend standing on opposite side of each other, suddenly the guy hands the girl something (It's a couple ring) while handing her the ring, the guy shakes his head (like a sign that he wants to break up) the girlfriend looked puzzled and tried to ask the man why but the man turned his head sideways and looking at the ground, avoiding eye contact with the girl...the girl then, with a puzzled and sad look, looked at the man for awhile while she slowly steps back and turns her head and body and walks away...(right when this part is ending)
(English Translation)
(G-Dragon) Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Here, the man is back at the bridge, he's sitting on the bridge while drinking beer with a sad look on his face and he keeps on looking at his Sapphire blue ring (cause that ring is similar to the couple ring with the past girlfriend) and then he closes his eyes and laid his head back...
(English Translation)
(G-Dragon) Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down
Here, the man is at the park sitting and watching a short drama about two people in love while remembering his past and he saw one scene where the couple "break-up" (their hands slowly slips away) and the curtains drops, the man then puts his hand on his face, like he is in pain...
(English Translation)
(Daesung) I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you
In here, the scene seems brighter (like the man's dreaming) the man is standing in the middle of a park/road, his past girlfriend is standing opposite him, looking at each other, smiling, their hands slowly reach for each other and holds, the man then hugs the girlfriend while eyes close, slowly he hugs tighter, like he haven't hugged her for a long time. But when he opens his eyes, the girl isn't there anymore and his hands are filled with sand/dust and the man was "crushing" the sands/dust (making a fist with his hand while having sand/dust on his hands) and slowly puts down his hand while having a furious yet sad face...
(English Translation)
The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
Again, the man is wearing all blue, has headphones on (listening to BLUE) and then he pulls out something out of his right pocket and reveals it, it's a necklace (the studs on the necklace is of course, BLUE) and after looking at the necklace, his face immediately turns depressed while furious at the same time (like the necklace reminded him of his past girlfriend) and just puts it back to his right pocket. He then stops at a building bridge and pulls out a blue paper aeroplane out of his right pocket and let it fly across the sky while he stares at it...
(English Translation)
(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
After "releasing" the plane, he then decides to walk back to his home, on the way home, he saw a graffiti on a giant wall and it says "Unforgettable Love" in blue (of course). After seeing that, he just lean on the wall and just trying to relax...
(English Translation)
(T.O.P) I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
Here, the man is in his apartment, in his room, the man pulls out an empty box and wrote "Memories" on the side and starting to collect everything that the past girlfriend gave him and everything that reminds him of his past girlfriend, as he collects the stuff, his face becomes sadder and sadder...then he grabs his photo-books
(English Translation)
(T.O.P) I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
He slowly looks through all the pictures in his photo-books and he noticed that almost every picture has his past girlfriend in it so he becomes more depressed and furious...
(English Translation)
(T.O.P) It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go
After looking at the photo-books, he just throws them in the box of things from the past girlfriend (he threw it furiously) and leans on the wall with his let hand on his face (like he's full of regret) and slides down til he's siting on the floor with the box just right in front of him...he saw the box and furiously kicks it....
(English Translation)
(Taeyang) I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here
Here, the scene seems brighter again (like the man is dreaming) the girlfriend is walking and stops suddenly, she stares at the sun and blocking it with her right hand, she was wearing the couple ring on that right hand and when she blocks the sun with that hand, she saw the ring and bringing her hand down to get a closer look...suddenly a hand reaches for her right hand, when she look to see who it is, it is that man (with bright sunlight on his right part of his face) and he's smiling towards her. The girl then holds the hand tightly, but the guy's hand wasn't there anymore but her hand looks like she's gripping something really tightly, she then slowly puts her right hand on her chest, where her heart is...(this shows that the girl also misses the man too)
(English Translation)
The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
In this scene, the man is seen closing the box of memories and putting it under his bed, he then sits on the floor wondering if he made the right choice of forgetting the girl and such...he then climbs up his bed and lies there (note: he has headphones on still)
(English Translation)
(Taeyang) Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song
The man has a window beside his bed so, after climbing on to his bed, he stares at the sky and suddenly lifts up a blue-see through paper-thing towards his window and puts it down (wondering if he really is in reality or not) and then lies down on his bed, wondering if he could sleep again or not, he then gets up and takes off his headphones and looks at the window once again (like he decided on something) His earphones are seen dangling "outside" the bed...
(English Translation)
(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
The man is out yet again, but this time, he is wearing red colour shoes, black jeans, an olive green jacket and a white shirt inside...the man is walking, but now he looks as if he has more confidence and not furious anymore...as he walks, he suddenly stops...
(English Translation)
(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
He saw his past girlfriend at a cafe opposite him, but the girlfriend didn't see him because she was talking to another guy...when the man saw that scene, he actually didn't feel angry or jealous, he felt happy and relieved instead...while looking at that scene, he smiles with gladness...he suddenly pulls out something from his pocket yet again...there were some sand but underneath that small pile of sand, it's a red origami heart..when he saw that, his smile became bigger and he walks away...
Now, if you guys want a summary on this story...It's basically saying that the man broke up with his past girlfriend because he thinks she could do better than him, but even though he broke it off, he still can't stop thinking about her since she really meant alot to him until he suddenly just wants to start anew and put the past away...
The actual MV of BLUE is similar to my story...the MV is saying that the girl is their past and they are running away from it because they want to forget what happened to them last year...and they want to start anew...
My story on the other hand, is also talking about them trying to forget and get rid of the past and just start anew...The man breaking up with his girlfriend, meaning that he knows that he has done something that can't be forgotten and such...The man being all furious/depressed is like saying although he wants to forget about the past, it's really hard to just forget...The scene where the man's wearing colourful clothes again shows that he wants to start over and he's ready to put the past behind him...the heart at the end is a symbol that his heart is healing from the past and it's a sign that he's ready to move on...
Ok...so this is the second one~ well I hope you guys like it :D If this kind of concept doesn't suit any of you, don't be afraid to leave a comment!! And if any of you wants to change any part of the story, I'll be glad to read your review in the comments, so please leave comments~~ ^^ Hope you guys will keep on supporting me and my blog :) And hopefully I will have time to write another "Stories for a Music Video" for you guys :)
Hey guys :D I know I've been gone for a few days (I don't think anyone even knows or cares but whatever XP) but I'm back~~ and I just want to share to you guys that I FINALLY HAVE A BIGBANG ALBUM!!!
After a long search for their merchandises and albums, I finally found one album~ (actually I found many more but NO MONEY to buy all of them D: ) Anyways, I saw it and bought it~~~ It's an ALIVE album~ <3 Although they only have Seungri's version, I bought it anyways XD and I didn't regret even once~ :p I was wondering and thinking if should or shouldn't I buy it (since I'm a college student and I NEED to save money ><) So~~ BOUGHT IT~~~<3
I might start the next "Stories for a Music Video" some day this week, maybe I shouldn't have started with an older song...maybe...I need to start with something fresh and new first, like Blue? Bad Boy? Love Dust? :) Hopefully you guys will leave comments on this post or my first "Stories for a Music Video" post, comments like suggestions and opinions :D Thanks for your support~~
If you guy's wanna listen to the song while imagining my story, Here's the MV :D (Property of YG Entertainment)
At the beginning, as the song starts...
(English Translation)
Love... you... girl... only you are my heaven sing it together lalala・・・ big bang lalala・・・ Hey T, let's do it bro Go go go...
G-Dragon is seen walking delusionally, like he just lost something precious to him and it seems like he can't get it back no more, on his right ring finger, he's wearing a plain, silver couples ring...then suddenly, G-Dragon closes his eyes while his head is tilt up and the scene fades out, like he's thinking about the past and what happened to him making him depressed...
(English Translation)
(T.O.P) 24/7 If talking about heaven (G-Dragon) 24/7 it feels like dreams, heaven (T.O.P) 24/7 eternity, heaven (T.O.P) 24/7 heaven let's go
In this scene, G-Dragon is seen walking around with a happy smile on his face and a girl around his arms, that girl, is G-Dragon's girlfriend. But, no one knew that T.O.P, has a crush on the girl too...while G-Dragon and the girl was walking around, we could see that T.O.P was holding a necklace that he wanted to give the girl for a long time, that necklace is a little symbol of how he felt for the girl, but whenever he sees her with G-Dragon, he just keeps back the necklace and hides his feelings from both of them and just walk with them like best friends. (Yes, G-Dragon and T.O.P are best friends in this story)
(English Translation)
(G-Dragon)It’s the truth if I say you are my eternal loverEvery second pass like the last wait let go Never knew that love could come and go just like that yo Waited for you day and night in my dreams we go Summer flow in the night take flight and glow That's forever love... I thought
Here, we can see G-Dragon and his girlfriend in their apartment. G-Dragon is reading a book while the girlfriend checks her mail. While checking her mail, she found a letter from her doctor, the letter is about her results from her medical check-up, and the results showed that she have TB (Tuberculosis), she was so shocked and she doesn't know what she's going to do about it. While that was happening, G-Dragon sensed something and started approaching closer to her to see if anything's wrong, as soon as she saw G-Dragon, she quickly hides the letter and not showing G-Dragon the results. When G-Dragon asked her if there's something wrong, she says no and hugs him. While hugging G-Dragon, the girl had a worried/sad face on her...
(English Translation)
(T.O.P)That “you would be with me tomorrow”, it’s gone Even though we had great times together, why have you gone
Love has always failed to grab my hands Only you somehow are a little different I always felt this was fateRealize ah ah You're the only one in my life A sad One for the love Get back
In here, we can see T.O.P holding the necklace again and looking at it...wondering if he could just express his feelings and get everything over it, he doesn't want anything from the girl, he just wants to express his feelings because he's been holding it for too long. But, when he starts to approach her, G-Dragon suddenly appears and starts talking and hugging the girl...then of course, T.O.P keeps the necklace once again and joins them in the conversation. His face was smiling but he was feeling sad inside...
(English Translation)
(Chorus)
I want to see you, I want to see you I’m waiting for you by that sea My feelings for you Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening I want to see you, you are my heaven (Think of you 24/7)
In this scene, the girlfriend is seen giving G-Dragon her couple ring to him back (It means she wants to break up). G-Dragon looks at her and wonders why...after giving back the ring, she turns around and grabbed T.O.P's hand, wanting G-Dragon to think that he's leaving him for T.O.P...When she grabbed T.O.P's hand, he was as confused as G-Dragon. G-Dragon, shocked by her gesture, drops the ring, puts on a depressed while confused face and turn away. The girl then looked back, with a "feel bad" face (The reason she left G-Dragon is because she doesn't want him to face any trouble such as taking care of her cause of her sickness and it's better to let him go then seeing him sad and worried all the time.)
(T.O.P) Happiness・・・sadness・・・tears・・・
(G-Dragon) Sky・・・stars・・・and my heaven
Although T.O.P was with the girl now, he still feels like something wasn't right...he was still confused...the girl always have a sad and depressed face on her...While G-Dragon was of course, depressed about what happened to him, so he went to his balcony, starring at the sky...while doing that, his right hand (where he wears his couple ring) was up covering the sun while the light shines on him.
(English Translation)
(Seungri) Only you are missing But the world is so colorless The depth of the damage is immeasurable (Taeyang) Those lips of that days are still warm But even if I keep remembering them, I’m at a loss of knowing what to do
Although T.O.P sensed something's not right, he still enjoys every moment he get from being with her, such as having lunch with her and just talking to her in the park. While being with T.O.P, the girl slowly sees what a great guy T.O.P is and even had a little crush on him. One time, they were holding hands and they almost kissed...The girl knows that she can't fall for him because she will hurt him too (because of her sickness) and even hurt G-Dragon more...
(English Translation)
(T.O.P) Oh baby, memories of you are still in my heart (G-Dragon) Oh baby, your messages still remain on my body
(Daesung)So that this unable-to-cool-down heat can be stopped Oh baby, the cold rain is falling Because of you
T.O.P is still seen having a great time with her, while G-Dragon is seen lying down on his bed checking his previous/saved messages (from the girl) and of course, with a sad face on him...Some time later, the girl's sickness became worse and worse, she began coughing out blood..(this was when she was with T.O.P) and when she saw that, she immediately run away from T.O.P (since she doesn't want him to know) and of course T.O.P ran towards her when he saw her running. While that was happening, G-Dragon found the letter that the girl hide (the medical records) and saw that she have TB, when he sees that, he finally knew why she left him and quickly ran to find her...
(English Translation)
Please don’t vanish, don’t vanish Please stop the time at that summer I’m still holding those memories, whether it’s autumn, winter, or spring For eternity, you are my heaven
Here, G-Dragon is seen running to the girl's friend's house (she was staying there after she left G-Dragon) The girl's friend tried to stop G-Dragon from coming into her house but it was no use...When G-Dragon reached the outside of the girl's room, T.O.P is seen standing outside trying to go into her room. When G-Dragon saw T.O.P outside, he suddenly remembers that she was no longer with him but with T.O.P (of course he didn't know that T.O.P and the girl didn't actually have a relationship). After noticing that, he just turns the other way and starts walking...
(English Translation)
Hey, hey, listen to me
Finally the message came There’s only “I’m sorry”, I really don’t understand at all Just one more time, come to my side, smiling like those times
T.O.P holds G-Dragon's hand, G-Dragon looks back, and T.O.P gives him a ring (it was the girl's couple ring, he picked it up when G-Dragon dropped it). While giving him the ring, he tells him the truth, that nothing happened between them two and she actually still loves him when she left him etc. When G-Dragon heard all those, he holds the ring tightly and just suddenly hugs T.O.P.
(English Translation)
I want to see you, I want to see you I’m waiting for you by that sea My feelings for you Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening I want to see you, you are my heaven (Think of you 24/7)
G-Dragon is seen crying while hugging T.O.P, while T.O.P just stands there and gives G-Dragon the support he needs (of course no one knows that he was sad too) and after all the crying and hugging, they're seen sitting outside the girl's room, starring at the door to her room...
24/7 My heaven
At the end, it shows that T.O.P is wearing the necklace he wanted to give to the girl (this shows that he hasn't confess his feelings to her...)
ALRIGHT~ I'm done with my very first "Stories for a Music Video" thing :D Do you guys like it?? Is this concept ok for you guys? The reason I made it like this cause I actually hope someone could act it out and make a fan-made Music Video :) I would definitely see how is the music video...What do you guys think? Kindly leave a comment!! :D If you don't like my ending or my story at all @@ I would love to read about YOUR stories :) So please leave comments~~<3
As you guys know (at least I hope that you guys do ><)I am a college student, and even though I'm just started on April, the assignments just keeps on piling up on me @.@ BUT! That's not going to stop me from updating my blog! XD
Seeing the title, you guys must have known that I'm not really going to talk about my college life right? Well, actually I kinda am going to :p but, let's start with when I was in Secondary school first. When I first became a VIP, I was anxious to find other VIPs in my class, I asked everyone I knew that was into K-POP but alas, seems like most of them are more into Super Junior :( (just a side note, nothing against them, I also like them, but of course not as much as BIGBANG XD) But I did eventually find some in my class...I was quite happy even though it's just a couple of friends only...but still, it's better than nothing right? :D
Then came my College Life >< At first I was quite nervous going to college, since I'll be living alone, no family around me, must start an independent life etc. but after a month, I've kinda got used to the College life~ I am actually a shy person so when I was in Secondary school, I don't have many friends, at least not as much as my other classmates (they have like groups of 10 or even more! o.o) but once I've applied for college, I promise myself to not be shy anymore and be more socialized and meet more friends, and I actually accomplished my promise :D I was so proud of myself...even though it's nothing to be proud about XD Anyway, back to the main topic, I thought that, in my country, although alot of people are into K-POP, not much will like BIGBANG, but oh was I wrong~!!! I actually found an amount of people that LOVE BIGBANG!!! :D You could imagine how HAPPY I was~~ I've even found some that are YG Family fan~~!! When my friends found out that I'm a VIP, we both will freak out at the same time (like got shocked at the same time and even got overly excited~!) The best reaction I got was when I found out that one of my classmates is a VIP, but not only that, her bias is G-Dragon TOO!! O.O You could just imagine our reaction XD That friend of mine even gasped loudly til everyone in class was looking at her >< I've even have a friend that wears a 2NE1 hoodie jacket when she's cold (that's how I found out that she's a YG Family fan btw :)) I'm so happy to find so many VIPs in my college~but most of their bias is TOP XD (I guess that's why that friend and I was so shocked and excited when we found out that we both are G-Dragon biased XD)
OH, I've even found someone that looks like Taeyang!! (but of course Taeyang looks way better than him :p) all of his friends calls him "Taeyang" XD but the funny thing is, he never knew who is Taeyang XD (his not a K-POP fan so can't blame him :)) but that wont stop his friends (including me :p) calling him "Taeyang" XD
Alright I'm going to stop here, since I still have alot of assignments to do @.@ I know I say this in every post I posted but I'll assure you all I'll do this one day...the "Stories of a Music Video" thing XD I hope you all will keep on supporting my blog :D
Alot of people asked me before, am I a real VIP? Want to know why? It's because firstly, most of the VIPs have at least one of their album, have their merchandises, and even their posters...well for me, I have none of those things...well except for the posters (but i got those for free...) Secondly, I only started liking BigBang since last year (2011) so people will think I just like some of their songs...
Anyways, let me tell you why I don't have their albums and other things first...Their albums: Firstly, I can't find them anywhere in my state and if I want to buy it, I'll have to go to an online store, I don't feel like doing that because I think the internet is not that trustworthy :/ Secondly, I don't have the money to buy them, I'm still a student and I think asking parents for the money to buy their albums is not a good idea...no matter how much I want them >< Their merchandises: My reasons are actually the same @@ but if I could find the glow stick (the crown on top one) I'll definitely buy it, even if it means using my own savings~ :p I actually have their posters, but I only have two...I got them in a magazine. Although I have them, I don't hang/ stick them on my wall..one reason it's because my mom, she's a really clean person and she doesn't like all these things sticking on the wall and such, second reason it's because I don't feel like ruining the posters (If i want to take them down, I'm scared it will tear o.o)
I myself don't think that you must have their albums/merchandises, you can only consider yourself as a hardcore VIP or even just a VIP, as long as you know them, love them, and support them, you're already a VIP :) and I know some VIPs have their own reasons on not having their albums and merchandises, like me ><
Now, I only know BIGBANG last year..Yeah yeah, I'm slow~>< but I don't mean to be~It's just because I don't really follow K-pop when I grew up~Anyways,I'm not like those kinda of people who just listens to a couple of songs and fall "madly in love" with them (and say that I'm a true VIP) I'm the kind of girl who doesn't just simply like a band, group or even solo artists...I will look at all their songs, listen to them, if I like all of them, I'll continue to getting to know the artists, such as looking at their background, how did they become so famous etc. after looking at that, I'll continue to see videos of them, like them being guests in variety shows, in gaming shows, and even their documentary~and then finally, I'll only become their true fan :) So, this means it doesn't matter when I know and start liking them, I'll still know all about them, what did they face and all their older songs and the members characteristics :D
As I said before, You don't really need all their albums and stuff to be a VIP, just know, love and support them and you're already a VIP ^^ (of course buying their stuff will be better, I mean It makes you and BIGBANG happy ><) So, yes, I am a true VIP, and I'm proud to be!!! <3
I know this isn't really something to be needed to talk about but I just felt like sharing :D that's what blogs are for right? X) Anyways, thanks a bunch and I hope you will continue supporting my blog~~ :D
